I'm writing this in the morning cause I can't sleep.

I've been this lady who keep on falling in love with the wrong guy over and over again. Even my puppy love I keep on giving my childish heart to the wrong boy. They (male species) keep on hurting my feelings, but then I believe I would have someone that truly cherish me someday. So I keep on trying.

After gazillions of reading books about good and bad relationship (okay, maybe I only read 2 or 3 books), I finally got it! Relationship are all about mind games! I mean if you want to have a long-lasting relationships. I applied it, and wallllaaaa.. Guys actually fall for me!

But then after a while, I guess I'm fed up with this mind game. The biggest liar is the one who lie to his heart. I keep on falling for the wrong guy, maybe the wrong time.

INTI Beauty Peagent 2010

Hey peeps.. Im going to talk about beauty pageants again this time (duhh..). Yes, I LOVE PAGEANTS. I always got money when I join one. When you know you got something to offer, why waste it right?

I once join Beauty Peagent event host by INTI College on 30th Oct 2010. It is kinda shocking and also thrilling coz this is the first time i join beauty peagent. It is so different from Unduk Ngadau! But I like it. I like it more. There is more to do, more stress (haha~). But as we always know, more things to do means there is a lot of consequences. I win that peagent, but i also lost a friend.

1st round is Introduction which each contestant have to introduce the traditional that they are wearing then walk around the stage and show what you've got!I show them my butt but I don't think the judges loving it coz I don't win that round.

2nd round is Talent Time. I bring out my church's guitar (tqs Adam for lending that) and sang 'Bitter Heart' (tqs Addrey for teaching me how to play) by Zee Avi. I tell you, I sang soooooo ugly and I can see Mion (my lil sista) do her between-encouragement-face-and-a -mirk. I feel so down but I sang my heart out anyway.

3rd round is Evening Gown. My dress is probably the cheapest there since it's only RM99. The other contestant's dress look like there are worth more than RM99. I have a little belly which Mion call Kevin (Asia's biggest loser-Kevin) and it pops out when I wear that dress. Mion say I need to walk like Kimora. But then my make-up artist and also my friend, Lucy, said that I need not to move my hand too much. I'm kinda confuse but then I walk like..I don't know..

While waiting for results to come, I eat two biscuits. I ate like I never eat before because I am so damn hungry! I offer to one of the contestant (which is a model) but she refuse to eat it. I think she saw me eating like a pig.

And then, the organizer call me to the stage. At first, I'm kinda blur what's going on, but then they give selendang and it states there, "MISS TALENT". Haha~ I laugh because I know how bad my singing is.

That's not the ending but, I dont wanna tell you the result. :)

Networking For Work Purpose

Hello there, we meet again.

I'm working. And I need to do this activity ' Networking'.

I hate it, I have to smile and find clever things to say,while searching for jargon words to convey my ideas. I have to shake hands to other people, have to research their company to know about them, follow the latest news about the world.. When I just want to text my boyfriend and sit in the corner eating ice cream and maybe drink some mango juice.

So if you hate networking, same here. You're not alone.

Tips To Woo Your Crush~

Hello~

I'm not a master in this, but I did try some of the tips, and it work. 98%, it will work.

Forget about those tips you have to look pretty whenever you see him,or know how to cook,bla bla bla. I did those, and what did I get? Crappy dude who just want to play with me. Instead, be a BITCH. Not a Hooker-Bitch, but I-have-my-rights-Bitch.

1. Family

If you can, don't meet his family until you got engaged, or you've been together for 2 years or more. Less Christmas Gathering is better. It's not that you don't like them, but take your time. You will meet them for the rest of your life later. And don't bring him to meet your family either. WAIT.

2. His Hobby

Be on your ground. Don't simply like basketball (when you never like before) just because of him. But don't be so honest too telling him 'Basketball is a stupid game' or etc. Instead, make him like your hobby.

3. Lovey-Dovey

Yes. Be lovey-dovey whenever needed. Guys love to be pampered. But don't be a slave to him. Man nowadays don't want stupid girls to be their long-time-darling. And don't 'merajuk sampai gila' too. Merajuk for a while is cute, but many time and all the time? Hey look, he's running saying goodbye.

4. Time

If he's late for a date maybe for 1 hour,just leave and say you got work to do. Play hard to get. Don't be stupid waiting for him. It means your time is cheap. It means you're own by him when you innocently waiting for him. But if he's late for several minutes, don't be an angry monster because sometimes he really have things to do. If he call you after 10pm, don't accept. Just text him the next morning, " I sleep at 10pm, call me before I sleep" (it works). You will gain some respect sista..! If he reply your text late, reply him late too. Monkey see, monkey do. Just do the same.

5.Ego

Guys have ego. So don't simply pay something if he want to pay. Respect the mindset of a guy that he can support a woman and protect a woman.

6. Flattery

If he have nice cars, don't simply say 'I love your car'. He thinks you like him because of his car. Instead, after he send you home, just say " Thanks for sending me, I enjoy myself tonight". Never-ever look at his car while saying that. He will feel appreciated.

7. Showing some weakness

Guys LOVE to be the Hero of a story. So sometimes, you have to show them you're weak even when you're not. For instance, you can't open the cover of a bottle(shows that you're weak), and then he open it for you. After that you say "Thank's! Thank goodness you're here :)" He will feel like he's the Hero. O wow!

8. Pretty

No matter how pretty you are, or how much make-up you wear, it doesn't make him anymore loving you. I make myself hell pretty for someone last time, and he end up feeling bored. He cheat on me and hook up with someone prettier than me. He leaves her for another pretty girl. Conclusion? Being pretty is not the key. Play hard to get.  You will feel proud parading your car that you buy on your own money than the car that your mom bought for you. Right? So be expensive.

That's all for now. Thank you for reading! :)

DREAM GUY~

A very good (wuteva your day might be), today i will writing about hot-handsome guys :)

I met this one guy recently, and mostly early month of this year.. He looks so much like my dream guy. Tall, lean, wearing specs ( yippie~~), thin but not so thin (like anime) and he's the head of 'a' group :p

I like looking at him,even in talks/seminar I will secretly look at him. It's not like I'm trying to cheat my bf, but I just cant believe my dream guy become a reality! But anyway, Sanchez, if you're reading this, I want you to know that I love you hubby. He have the looks but you have my heart.

I shake his hand once, and I smile talking to him. I mean, gosh,you are so REAL my dream guy, and right now, you have a name!

I dont want to say his name out loud coz..ehemm..people know him.haha~ Anyway, I hope I will be meeting him less coz I dont wanna look like a fool (smiling alone) whenever I see him. Like my mother say to every handsome/beautiful people she sees ' You are pleasing to the eyes', and thats what I felt.

Bye!